This is still more frequent than my blog posts have been in a long time, so YEAH, get off my back, B*¤#§ !
I honestly don't want to get into a long complaining rant-blog, so I'm just gonna state an extremely condensed version of my thoughts.
I absolutely hate lying in my bed at night, unable to calm down. Overwhelmed by unwelcome feelings of stress and panic. Tossing and turning for hours, wishing I could simply turn of the conscious parts of my brain.
I hate waking up the next morning, surprised that I managed to fall asleep at some point and wondering what time my body finally gave in. Feeling the aftermath of the night's continuous stress signaling and the accompanying frustration and aggregated aggravation.
I hate that.
I also hate admitting defeat. But sometimes it must be done.
OH, and to end this on a happy note: I AM LEAVING NEXT WEEK! Can't wait.
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| See... HAPPY FACE |
