I've gained weight!
I know that for many this would be a negative thing, but right now it's a good thing for me.
It's not really the weight gain itself (though people say I look better like this, and my clothes also fit me again), that is just a side effect. What is really positive is having my appetite back. It is so wonderful!! I cannot explain the horrible feeling of not being able to overcome such a thing as eating! And I really love food. I do! But for such a long time I never felt like eating anything. Nothing appealed to me. At all.
And I felt even worse about it because everybody commented on my weight whenever they saw me. And all I could say was: "yeah, I know". I felt like most people couldn't possibly understand, because I'm totally not that type who is usually unable to gain weight, and lots of people are struggling to lose weight and so they'd just be annoyed with me instead of understanding... All I wanted was for people to not notice it.
But as I've been feeling better (overall), I've simultaneously recovered my appetite.
I had no idea how much I missed it!
It may be a small thing, but for me it's the most positive thing at the moment.
Today's quote: Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning. - Albert Einstein
Today's song: Tribute - Tenacious D
Today's link: Solar System Scope
Today's shot:
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| A long time ago in what feels like a a galaxy far, far away. |
